This will be one of many entries about the man who changed my life for the better.
I honestly never thought starting a new job would change my life forever.
He is quite literally the definition of “tall, dark and handsome”. Standing at a giant 6’6, with this wonderful dark hair and eyes more blue and more magical than a thousand galaxies captured in crystals, one look at Nathan and I knew he was the one.
The first moment I looked on this beautiful human, I knew I needed to spend the rest of my life with him. Just being around him made me happy. He made me feel special, even if he didn’t say or do anything. The way he looked at me, it made the butterflies in my stomach go crazy. I fell in love instantly.
We quickly began texting each other almost every day and tagging each other in silly sh*t on Facebook. Our connection was growing every second.
At the time we met, I was dating someone else. He was emotionally and mentally abusive and quite controlling. We did nothing but fight and I quickly realized I didn’t want anything to do with this guy anymore. I had tried to leave him many times, but no matter what I said or did, he would fight me and force me to stay. I wanted to be with Nathan so badly that I went about the breakup in an awful way, and started sleeping with Nathan.
I wasn’t very secretive about my feelings for Nathan, and I didn’t try to hide the fact we were sleeping together. As soon as the other person found out, he broke up with me instantly. I hate that I had to go to that extreme, but I don’t regret it, because I ended up dating the man I was in love with.
June 30th, 2016 was when we made it official, and from that day on, we were glued at the hip. Every waking moment we had, we were together. We even asked for more work shifts together. We spent nights together having deep conversations and holding each other. I never in my life have felt this way. To be this in love is incredible, and I’m so beyond glad I get to feel what true love is.
So, Nathan, if you ever read this, thank you for being everything you are. Thank you for everything you do. Thank you for loving me, and showing me what “forever” looks like. You are my everything, my moon in the night sky, my breath of fresh air, my forever.